I gortt flu !
I dunno why D:
Arggg !
I am nortt going to ica tmr .
I very tired alr ._. Seriously i give up .
Tomorrow night i will be going to jog with my sister :D
Training for 2.4 next week . I deprove a lot a lot . Last year i am 1st between th girls . Now , i cant make it . I must train ! Improve is needed while deprove is out of question ! I wont !!!! :@
Quitting smoking alr :D
Becoming lesser and lesser .
Dun offer me any cigg hors ! even if i want , dun give me okay ??
heess :D

Finally ! :D

Having fever when i get home just now -.-'
Get some sleep after that , fever went down :D
I'm well ! Hahas ! Might be th rain which cause me that ._.
I guess what my mum told me was right .. Relationship cause me to concentrate more on relationship and deproved on my studies .
I wanted to continue this relationship , i am nortt going to give it up easily this time ..
Even if one day it really happen , at least i tried my best .
I am going to prove her wrong , i wan to buck up for my study , i need to and i must !
I wan to pass all th subject that i am nortt good in , especially science (:
I believe i can do it , i can give up things easily but this time , i hope i'm nortt (:

Unable to upload my picture ._.
I guess my comp is having some problem .
Make me damned fucking pek chekkkkkkkkkkk !!!!!!!!!!!
LOLLLL !!!!!!
Very bored .

Fucking day !

To be honest ..
I quarrel with my mum in th morning , i respect her .. but till today i cant stand her anymore . This fucking cb mother , i rather dun wan . But at last she understand alr , she know my attitude so she kept quiet . I think she know i wont be talking to her for th next 3days . She might think of somethings to give me to make me happy , i guess .
I was late for school and i hate that . Today i was really nortt in th mood . But i try nortt to show attitude on innocent . But i failed .
When i was waiting outside my sch .. seriously i was alr very pek chek and i decided nortt to go ica anymore ._. i even talk loudly at kai xiang -'- !
I feel tired .. and i feel like going home . But i remembered of those cb day ... I hate homes .. family is nothing much to me .. it is just like an empty shell =.='' I dun treasure it at all .




Hope youhh know when i feel tired i will show my attitude , youhh will get used to it soon i guess . I scold who ever surround me , so get used to it okay ?


Having headache ._. I guess th rain make me have headache .. I get sick easily ._.


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Doris Ang Li wen and Goh Hui Min !

Thanks for rememberring my birthday :D
I miss Blgps ! Hahahas !
After quite a long time , Youhh all still remember :D
Youhh all are right , i don't remember Anyone's birthday except for Xiao Hui and my sister D:
I should learn how to remember it :)
I will remember next time !

I am awake , i am nortt drunk and i am really awake now ._.
=.=''
I am half drunk yesterday .. I dunno what i am doing ..
I really dun know .
I dun even know how to do it ._.
Sorry .. If i did it , i promise nortt to do it anymore .
If i am nortt .. It might be lucky ?
I wan to get drunk .. because .. Those drunk people wanna avoid some problems ?
Dun wanna face it ? or either too stress up , right ?
It falls onto me too ...
Avoiding it and stop thinking of it might be only one way ? Get drunk ._.
People might ask .. Facing th problem is better then avoiding it , it might become bad to worst ?
But facing th problem is difficult .. No one knows how to face it .. Unless someone teaches them ? Encourage them ? And facing th problem are those strong enough to take th blow .

End here ~

♥

Went for cca after sch . Th pot was very heavy D:
Feel tiring after th cca .
Waiting for ♥Andrew to fetch me and we headed to jp to meet Anson ! :)
Went to arena after that . Play pool and i win him by two point :D
Sooooo pity ! Hahas ~
But i guess , youhh gave in to me right ? LOL !

Fucking day !

I know everything even if youhh hide it from me , why nortt be honest instead of lying ? Making an excuse to find others ? ._. I am nortt blind



I promise nortt to contact youhh from now on .
I promise i will pretend as we have nortt known each other in th start .
I promise i will nortt give in to youhh anymore , everyone have its one thinking right ?
I Buey kiam ying gortt youhh all .


I waited for 334 bus at my house ther , on th way to jurong east .
It was a rainy day .. I was in th middle of th interchange waiting for my sister .
The bus was crowded and passed by me ..
That remind me of ..
The day where we have fun and a lot friends just goes by like that ..
The bus came back , with empty sitted passed by me again ..
It reminds me of ..
The happiness we had spend In a years , months , days , hours , minutes and seconds gone .
My first tears drop out and i wipe it away , trying to forget all the scars in my heart , unhappiness in my face .. trying to put a smile , and go on with life .
It was very cold , no shoulder to rely on and friends to talk with .
Loneliness and sorrow deep inside .
But remembering all those who cares about me ..
I feel happy .
Nothing scare me at all :)

I waited for me dearest to fetch me and find anson .
After sometime .. We receive a call ..
Me and my sister step out of th house and meet him at 546 ~~~~
Went to jp after that .. Find anson ._.
Pei him go long john silver to fill his stomach :)
Then , Winie and Hui ling came to find us .. Walk around Jp ..
Meet him at safra .. They playing audi .. =.=
I am very noob at audi .. so .. i watch them play ~~
Winie and Hui ling wanna go 8 head to find their friend .
When i reached 8 head .. I saw them drunk ..
Shall nortt continue then :)

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Somewhere it floats in the back of my mind,
So hard to push forward, always on rewind,
The fantasy thats never coming true
So many reasons why, I'll never be with you.

Months have faded and I haven't seen your face,
Feelings I can't let go of and can't seem to trace,
From the begining, I told myself I wouldn't fall,
I had nothing to hold onto, Now I can't even crawl,

I'd be a liar if I said I'd had no clue,
and if I didn't realize I'd always be #2,
tried to pull it together,Still I keep falling apart,
You still got away holding my heart;

You're everything I said I'd run from,
But now I'd give anything to run to you,
I have everything you seemed to want,
But I still somehow wouldn't do

I try to speak, and I choke
sometimes its hard to breathe,
all you've put me through, I can't admit,
you're everything I need.

We step out of the car and into the street
You can hear it hit softly, like the patter of little feet

It’s such a magical time, like sunset on the ocean
We’re caught in its spell, and we move in slow motion

I move in close, with my hands on his waist
I take it slow, no rush, no haste

The rain slowly falls and the full moon shines
He slides his arms around my neck, and says “you're mine”

The rain picks up and it soaks our hair
But our eyes are focused, we have no cares

I whisper in his ear, “I love you my dear
“You will always be smiling, you have no use for tears”

“I will love you forever, is my vow to you”
“You are my heavenly dove, may it always be true”

He smiles at me, with joy and bliss
My lips meet Him, and in the rain we kiss

The rain itself, dances all around
As I kiss my sweetheart, without a sound

The rain glides through the air and I hold his tight
It’s like the angels are crying, such a beautiful sight

His tongue touches mine and its ecstasy
A kiss in the rain sets my emotions free

He pulls my lower lip and it takes its toll
My whole body tingles, like I’ve lost control

As the rain falls down I just can’t believe
That I need him to move, to think, to breathe

I take a step back and I look in his eyes
He tells me he loves me and my heart just flies

If you believe perfection simply isn’t real
Kiss your love in the rain, and I promise you’ll feel Many things in this world can wash away pain
But none of them compare, to kiss in the rain

Reach home nortt long ago :D
Chatted on phone .. And nortt long ... i call his name .. he never ans me , so i hang it up . Lols ! He might be sleeping i think ? Hmms.. He should be very very very tired .. Let's wish him good night and sweet dreams :D
I went to jp just now in th afternoon to find my beloved ♥xiao hui , ♥qian ping , ♥angelina and jaymien :D
Went to play ddr with ♥xiao hui :D
Tired D:
After that , we went to kfc to eat .
I was mad ! As i keep sing and sing .. ♥qian ping follow me to sing and she was mad too ! Hahas ..
Having headache just now .. And become quiet .
After that i was feeling better . LOL !

Went to ica today with him .. Not success . Lols !
Have to come back again as i need to get cpf form from my mum . =.=''
Headed to find xh , qp , anson and jaymien at jp :)
Damned bored at ther .. lols ..
We went to b1 as they are looking at handphone ..
Xh , qp and me purposely to get lost , as th fucker ignore me ._. LOL !
Omg ! just remembered somethings ._. forgotten to give him back his ear piece ;x
I have STM ! Hahas ..
Just eat my medicine as per normal :)
Feeling better ..
I wont be sleeping tonight .. I hope i can do it :)

After eating medicine feel like sleeping .. zz ..
But have to wait for him to reach home ..
._.
Hope i wont be sleeping in th computer table today ..
Forget to check th ica thing ..
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Hi ! i'm here to update my blog again :)
Having headache .. :( Xiao hui ! remember bring panadol :)

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Bk wrote me a letter .. he went in for two years ..
Weird .. He is somekind telling me that he love a girl .. But i still dun get what it means ..
Hmms..
I think he has turn over a new leaf in boy's home :) I'm glad and happy for him .
Arggghs ... !! Having headache .. Dun feel like guessing all these ..
I better reply him as fast as i can 1st :)

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Currently at cck .. With my brother sister and father at condo :)
Will be going home at night i think .. So i cant meet him and my sister !
Lols !
yesterday chinchin told me things .. i find it weird . but i dunno what he is talking about .. hmms..
Curious .. I just cant figure it out :( LOls !
I get my exam result .
I improve my chinese :) I get A1 !!! I damned high ! Hahas ! Andrew oh ! Remember youhh owe me things !
hahs ..
I just pass my maths but i fail my science :(
I hope when i gertt my d&t , history , geography .. all will pass :)




Sorry for nortt accompanying youhh today :(
I will make it up okays :)

To: someone who thinks she damned big ! zzz

If youhh think youhh really very eh sai , dun use your sister name larhhs ! pcb !
Youhh which part of your body nortt happy ? Youhh nortt happy dun need tell people derhs ..
Come find us .. When we never even do to youhh anything , youhh come and play with us .
Show in front of us as quick as possible please . Make it clear ! If Nortt happy can go home bath de ..
Forgive but never forget ..
Once youhh come .. I will show youhh i where nortt happy ! I wont forget what youhh did to my sister last time !
Wan peng wei ? Peng smarter a bit larhhs .. Scheming girl .. Please be more matured larhhs ! Singapore youhh zai is it ? Knn !
Youhh this fucker ! Wan find dun need find time derhhs .. straight find us ..
We have no time to entertain bitches like youhh okays .
Fuck off from my life if youhh dun wanna find us :)

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I hate th feeling of this . But today .. i didnt have those feeling , cause no one say about it . :)
Just now i have a science test and maths test . Lols ! science test was easier than th maths test .
I dun even know how to do :( luckily teacher walk towards me and give me hint . At last i know th ans .. It was quite tough .
Last year maths was just a cake for me ;x
Hahas !
Gortt nothing to talk anymore .

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I miss them !
When are youhh all coming out ?
I have lots and lots of things to tell youhh all :(
I miss th time when we are together . If we are still th same , i guess she wont change to be like this . And everything will nortt goes wrong .
zzz... I'm speechless To everyone arounds me .
I always have a comment to other people surround me .
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What happen is going on actually ???

I am sorry , i am sorry , i am sorry .
I will tell youhh th last time . I do really hate youhh :(
I hate th song that remind me of youhh .. I heard th song just now , and i think about th past .
I am sorry , i know i am th one who bastard . But i.. dun know how to explain to myself . I just hope youhh dun blame me for that .
Hais... How can i forget th things that hurt youhh ?
Although i know i am th one who's in wrong .
I dun know how to say it .. And i just cant open my mouth to say and explain .

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I'm here to update my blog again :)
I didnt go to th immigration ._.
Lols .
Cause i dun feel like going ther ..
Hmms.. yesterday , i fall down and i hurt my knee :(
Damned pain !! Lols . Recently lot of things have been happening .
I dun even know what changes my best sister behavior and her mind towards relationship ._.
I dun wanna care bout that . But .. it just make me feel damned angry !! :@ she hurt my friend again and again .. Omg !
Let's change to other subject .. lols !
I thought that no guys dare to shout at me .. but i found one FUCKER who dare !!!
I lose to him ._. i have no idea to defeat him yet ..
But i believe i .. christine fang will have an idea .. sooner or later :)
Let me remind him to be careful ! Hahas !